Masculine limbo is a huis-clos that starts calmly before igniting to the howls of hyenas and
cries of frustration.
One
a dream-maker works non-stop no ego no stressHe sets upOffers up his time without controlDoesn’t count cents or sentimentsBecomes his ideasSprouts
WatersAndharvests
Two and three
The space is elsewhere
to be three
Sweet summer night beforehandNo sleep no rainA slow wait
A dry encounter
Exciting and tired
In the midst of timeTwo men discover each other timidly as their sounds
intertwine
TogetherTheir full sexIdeas float around
and in the room ponds of colour plunge
TensionHiCuriosityHaLearn
ResolveOhHarmonizeMmhUnderstand
Three and four
An electric awakeningWhen silence moves
a brief return to realityProud looks that flee
Muscles tenseA lost harmony
Words that lock eyes with ours
A mish-mashA diluted grammatical river
in the blurry eyes of fearOf lackOf wanting to feel pleasureOf understanding each other on
the other sideNo rulesNo academiaNor glorious past of our ancestors thatHaunts us with their story thatSticks to our skin andExpresses like themExpressions
learnt by HeartLimpPretentious
Then four individualsInactive seated on plastic chairsA can in their handRunning after their
lost exhilirationOf being them three connectedElsewhere close to absoluteBeautyThen questions and answers undending aimlessA life boring to death standingSittingTobacco rolledInhale quicklySo the head spins new ideas arisingBelieve you’ll realise them but theyDieThey’ll never have aFaceSmellIdentity the drink flows the foetus drownsLeaving behindHopeLivingExisting
Four, five, six
In the medium termWe’ll be sixHappy yesSetting up machines and big ampsFriends meeting upLove approvedBeard and inserted coinsFinally we can start
Mechanical noises and tongue twistsStrange instrumentsHosesWatering cansPots a guitarSpraycansWet fingersSticky saliva and metallic smells
Ode to freedomCriesTranseAppartmentBelonging desires roamingEnergies multiplied by the wish of each to be rebornRawHairy fleshLawless
Mirror mirrorReveal usDarken us from chaos to sky’s glitterFine red lines that no one touches of webs and starsPretty almost Paradise
But time passes and manyNeed a break and again words show upA wave of I knowAn invasion of I sawMeMeMeI’ve done andI knowIam yes babyYouare right amidAlcoholDirty cigarette buttsConfrontations and thirst to get out of handI’ll show youRancor surfacingSadness erased in appearance anAgressive boy that wasHeld with no courageCowardlyHidingAdultBodyHecticWhiteLuxuryCockAss listened toAgainYou are a product of your lazinessVictim is your trade
A high-tension spaceStopped in timeTime to slow downCurrent switching offBlurry lightPrecipiceBlack holeWhite horizonWords disappearedJealousy andFeelings lost testosterone accumulationMen looking alikeSometimes notAlwaysA small group understanding littleSpeaking of nothingExpressing everythingSpeaking of everythingExpressing nothing
Hell is the othersThat remind usWho we areSome knowOthers sabotageWe’re losingLet’s all fall togetherThey give upDig their fateHate differedMisunderstoodClumsyRythm to the sound of chains we breakBetween usBetween our fathersShameReproduce gesturesPalaverJerks
Are weBetween two worldsFree of the guilt of having to be knights withNo horseNo swordNo questRose at heartThorn in headLungs perforatedTinyLousy
Fake prideDon’t get crunched by your long-toothed brother who fears the return of the
Flames
As volatile asIntimidation
White maleBlood spilledFurther thanSkin colourGenderArrogantStrong supposedlyUnique
When bark burnsOnly left a stem of moldy boneEroded by shameNo skinNo mushroomsJust combustionSad forgotten the dead leavesMorning dewSummer sun
Boys fallCollapse of abysmal hurt feelingsCold winter rain that won’t come anymoreOne negates the otherRun into closed doorsEach step sealedEach impulse frozenWorry is back the black wind haunts the placeEveryone busy playing their own game of poo, believing themselves to be exceptional
Then as a hord of animals entering the athmosphereSuddenlyScattered threads of fireworks cross the joys of ideas taking shapeThe ephemeral stars carry the hope never entrusted of a loving group
through time through space
The unspoken is suspendedSoonThe upside-down buds burstA masculine dropFalls from the ceiling penetratesThe marasmus of sound of inaudible voices
And all remain willing in noise and hatred
Water mixes to paintSpreads layer by layerSlowlyAttains the floorDiscreetly without causing waves
nor
shock
The day afterPeople go awayFollowing other occupationsContinuing their bronze songs without worrying about the colors that have driedLeaving tracesOf scars and memories finally freed from between two worlds
And never forgotten